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Shadows closing in and here I am left
With nothing but my hatred and my eternal agony
As the darkness finds its way into my heart
I realize I am helpless to set myself free

I am falling in this never ending black
With nothing but my misery and the paralyzing agony
The void embracing me
And I'll embrace it back
Never again to break free

Could this be a nightmare, or could all of this be real
I couldn't really tell you because the dark is all I feel
So it keeps on growing and breaking me from inside
This darkness that consumes me, the darkness I can't hide
Everyone tells me how to live, but life can let me go
Because the dark is the only thing I know
The void embraces me and I embrace it back
Forever I am falling in this never ending black
Dark, dark as sin, pitch just like the night
The void I'm falling in, I've fallen so far from the light
I think my sanity has begun to crack
The void embraces me, so I'll embrace it back

Shadows closing in and here I am shattered
With nothing but my hate and my eternal suffering
As the darkness finds its way into my heart
Fading as I am disappearing into nothing

Could this be a nightmare, or maybe I'm losing grip
And all that is dream or reality is starting to slip
So the darkness breaks me and takes me from within
This shadow that consumes me, hiding deep beneath my skin
Everyone tells me how to live, but why should I though
When the darkness is all I really know
The void embraces me and I embrace it back
Forever I am falling in this never ending black
Dark, dark as night, pitch just like my soul
The void I'm falling in, has started to take its tole
I think my reality has begun to crack
The void embraces me, so I'll embrace it back
Forever I am falling in this never ending black
Kiss at Twilight by HollomanM89
Kiss at Twilight
Underfell Sans (belongs to original creator) and my character, Shadow Queen, sneaking a kiss! Sans doesn't look too into it, but that blush says otherwise. ;)
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The Elemental Guardians of Earth by HollomanM89
The Elemental Guardians of Earth
Goddess of the Embers, Goddess of the Deep, Goddess of the Winds, Goddess of the Core, Goddess of the Earth, Goddess of the Void, Goddess of Divine Light.
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The Goddesses by HollomanM89
The Goddesses
Goddess of the Embers, Goddess of the Core, Goddess of the Earth, Goddess of the Deep, Goddess of the Void, Goddess of Divine Light, Goddess of the Winds.
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So...I have been sick for a while and having chest and abdominal pain for a while. I was told I had gallstones, a lot of them. I recently went to the ER after a follow up with one of my doctors (I was rushed to the ER by my mother because the pain was so great, I was crying and was nauseated and came close to throwing up) Well, it was discovered that the bile in my gallbladder was so thick and didn't flush through my system properly. Well, they had it taken out and told me that if the pain does not get better, then we may be looking at a blockage in the intestines, causing everything to back up in my system. Even though I am ahem...going regularly, there may still be a blockage causing some of it to back up my system. It's complicated. In any case, I am recovering at home, still in quite a bit of pain. My stomach has a lot of incisions on it and I honestly hate how I look right now. :( This is almost as bad as my appendectomy. It sucks...I may post a few pictures later (hospital pictures) but considering I looked so awful...I may not. ^^; I will try to get back to posting art and stuff...but it may be a while...
  • Listening to: Breathe With Me (by: Amatory)
  • Reading: My vampire novel
  • Watching: Buffy the Vampire Slayer
  • Playing: N/A
  • Eating: Hot Tamales
  • Drinking: Coke-a-Cola

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Melissa
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I am "The Shadow Queen". Where there is light, there is always darkness. I am that darkness that surrounds the light. The creatures of the light pretend not to see those of the dark. Creatures of the light also know darkness, for how can they enjoy the light without seeing the darkness first?

I consider myself like a shadow, I am always there without ever having to be seen. I am born of light and dark, yet not one nor the other. I am simple yet complex...

I have many gifts that were given to me by my Heavenly Father. I cherish them greatly. I am truly Blessed with what I have and what I have yet to receive as I know God will always do what is right by me, His child.

I have an illness, which is no curse brought upon me by God, but a gift. A gift in that I can relate to and understand others and share my knowledge with them so that they too can benefit as I do. "I am like the crimson rose blooming in defiance of the cold. At dawn, diamonds seem to cover my petals as the sun shines upon the morning dew of a bitter winter. I stand out in all the dead of winter and with all the strength within me, blossom radiantly, triumphantly amongst the withering few."
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Yamigirl21 Featured By Owner Edited Apr 18, 2016
Thanks for the favs! :D Let's Fight Your Way: 90,000k by Yamigirl21 20,000+: Egyptian Crossover by Yamigirl21
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CoolFireBird Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Undertale: Wake Up! Your Friends Are Waiting! by CoolFireBird Thank you so much for the fav!
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HollomanM89 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
You are most welcome!
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Rebel-Pupcoon Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Misc Emoji-13 (Heart) [V1]  Underswap Sans IconFrisk the Fallen Child Icon  The lazy bones Sans Icon Misc Emoji-13 (Heart) [V1] 
Thanks for the fave :heart: rvmp 
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HollomanM89 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
You are most welcome!
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lemontea Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2015
Aloha! What's up?
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HollomanM89 Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Not much! ^_^ What's up with y
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lemontea Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2015
Not much. Just relaxing on Christmas leave. It just started pouring in Hawaii so it looks like no beach action today.
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HollomanM89 Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
It looks pretty nasty here too. Good thing I'm not doing anything for Christmas (even though I wanted to) No gifts this year either. But the greater gift I have is knowing that Jesus was born to save me. Even if I was the only person in the world, Jesus would have died for me so that I could be delivered from my sins and have ever lasting life with Jesus and my Heavenly Father. ^_^ (I hope this is not insulting, but I believe in God and that Jesus died on the cross for my sins. I don't want you to take it the wrong way, it just comforts me so much despite my Christmas being so lonely. I am not alone as long as Jesus and my Heavenly Father are by my side.)
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itsmyccrets Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappy Birthday Melissa!!!
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